Before the Curtain Fall...

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Laying on the cozy bed,today I can see...
with my half-closed eyes, what I never could be
the pictures flashing in front of me
I wonder ,I can watch now,in whole life...
what I never could see, how everything is so clear to me.


The first day of the school,in two cute ponies...
crying foolishly, yeah that was me.
Early morning waking up, in what a panic you used to be,
Now grown up ,after, since years it has been..

My raised brows, Muma ,
you know how I used to see..
the moral teachings you used to give.
I now remember the way, banging the door
how i used to leave.........
Those silently speaking eyes,now I can hear...
Hey ! Mom ,can you just forgive?

Taking up the unbearable pain,
saving each and every possible pie,
for this moron ,greedy heart.
Pretending to be tough outside,
but the endless love you have always hide,
Going to bed but passing countless sleepless nights,
Every time, to be a bit harder, you tried.
In what a rubbish tone and grossly, I used to say
Dad ! come on ,don't start again ,please.
Those paining heart beats, now I can hear...
Hey Dad! can you just forgive?

So damnly you meant to me,
The love of my life.
The reason of the everlasting smile,
was no one else but ,it was he..
The dark day we fought suddenly,
I now remember the way,
' leave me ' i said so easily,
that culprit inside me,now I can see,
It was just the Stone-Hearted me.
Hey Dear ! can you just forgive?

Never left me alone, in all my hardships,
When no one else was, you all were still.
The endless laughter and cries,
you laughed and cried by my side,
I now remember the moment,who was that selfish,
It was the Humbug me,
Hey Buddies ! can you just forgive?

Though the past could not be changed,
The hurting marks of the wounds don't fade,
Still I owe my pleading heart , to you all,
Please forgive me , before the curtain fall.........................

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